Mari introduced this morning's track workout as "Junk in the Trunk." Its intent is to get your body to produce lactic acid, then teach it to deal with the build-up when your body can't flush it fast enough - the junk in the trunk. To get the junk in the trunk, the workout is to run 1000 meters at 5k pace, jog for 400m, then run 300m at 3K pace, then walk for 100m. Repeat that four times. Can you say ouch? Good, I thought so.
Now, add to that the fact that this group includes the who's who of Madison triathlon and running. (There's a "varsity" group that will lap the rest of us every workout.) I struggle to keep pace during warm-up and never can keep up during warm-down. (Seriously, I don't belong.) For me, it's a huge mental effort to keep in touch with any legs in front of me. I have a very easy time letting my mind wander, drift, and provide excuses for why I'm not fast, or I'm tired, or I should be in bed, or...(you get the picture).
Anyways, I made it to the last set, which is a feat unto itself, and at the start of the 1000, I'm talking myself into finishing, continuously providing positive feedback, "800 to go;" "keep your form;" "what happened to those sprinklers? I'm hot." When, at the 400m mark, for no reason, I stop. It was a moment like when you get a "blue screen of death" on your computer. One moment, things are going along, and then POOF! things go ka-flooey and you're stopped in your tracks. I don't know what caused my issue, but I got my head back into the game and started to run again, finished out the 1000, cut across the field to catch up during the 400 recovery and finished out the 300 with the group.
I know I can complete the workout. I know that I'm slower than the rest. I know that is okay. And I know that this hard work will make me better. But, there's something in my brain that shuts things down when I try and break through. Maybe I'm thinking too much? Not enough? Thoughts?

Now that Elsa is actually here and that she's done remarkably well holding her head up, there was no reason to hesitate on getting the